not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.


YINGJUN, 27FEB.
I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L)




► opps, it's kinda too late.
Monday, January 2, 2012 at 12:05 AM





hehhehe, so first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE YEAH! ;D woooo, time passes like #$^%$#%@$! I can't believe 2011 ended.. SO FAST?! so basically, i spent my countdown at home watching tv. (yeah right, what a boring life i have while everyone is having fun screaming and shouting outside the street like crazy.)





so yeah, i think 2 weeks ago? Can't remember, we got kinda a chirstmas exchange gift. (hehhehe, i know someone like my present so much that she hugs it to sleep every night.) HHAHHAH. and oh ya, we girls went crazy doing our things. ^^ HAHAHHA. while the guys play stupid stuffs alone. okay, that sounds mean but can you believe it they actually carried a deck of poker to town and started playing it among themselves. goodness gracious.





hhehe, love this pic the most!


OMG I JUST REALISED I CROSSED MY LEGS HAHAHA.


(okay, the whole thing goes like this, just finished watching this hk drama about this man who knows what this person is thinking by looking at his gestures and reaction. and there is one case when they said a person will only cross their leg when they are with people that they feel secure with.) look above ^^^ HAHAHAH.





AND OMG I ALMOST FORGET ABOUT NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. (!)





#1. start to read newspapers daily and make it a habit. (oh god, this is difficult and newspapers is just so boring.)





#2. finish all books written by jodi picoult. (HAHAHHA THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE I THINK.)





#3. learn to appreciate things around me, especially the small things that i often take for granted in life.





#4. treat my parents better. (yeah, i show my temper to them during the Olevel period a lot of times.)





#5. stop spending $$ like tap water.





#6. decide what i want to do in life. (basically i think this is the most important thing. god, i still can't figure out what i really like and enjoy doing in my life.)





#7. have more clothes hehehhehe. (gosh, this is contracting to my point 5.)




***7 more days to getting results. FREAK OR WHAT.