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not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.
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YINGJUN, 27FEB. I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L) |
► Have a nice teachers' day.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
It's great that we all had a day off school because of the teachers' day. :) WEEEE. That's the best part of it man! At least can sleeppppppppp. Performance yesterday - I think it wasn't as good as we expected it to go. :( Other performances put up by others were great! (: And definitely not missing out the nice clear view we got from level 3! Don't be jealous that we got air-con! ;)  Oh man, we are going to get back our report book this week, :( :( :( Double sadness, because I really did very badly for this round. I intended not to show the report book to my parents. It's just white lies right? I don't want them to get disappointed after seeing my results. And I would have a hard time trying to cover up the lies. Triple sadness. THIS IS HELLZ. I hate myself - I always plan and swear to work hard in studies but still didn't manage to work that hard after all. I hate myself - whenever I work super super super hard for a particular subject and the results still turns out not as good as I expected. I hate myself - when I get lazy and starts to facebook and watch tv. I hate myself - when I didn't cherish the time given to me and choose to waste it away at some nonsense. I have to work double hard compared to others because I am plain lazy and stupid. |