not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.


YINGJUN, 27FEB.
I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L)




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Saturday, August 21, 2010 at 9:50 PM
FINALLY COMMON TESTS OVER. (phew)
And I am really happy it's all over because finally I can have sleep for more than 8hours daily. It's really sucks when you can't finish remembering all the points for humanities and it's already 2am in the morning. That's insane. I think I will turn ten times older than my actual age if this continued any longer man. Although I spent hours and hours studying, I doubt I will get good results this time round. And I am even more sure about it after getting back my combined science results. And can you believe it, only 6 students from our class passed the chemistry test and obviously I am one of them .. who failed. To add on to my misery, Mr Woon mentioned to the class that only 10 students passed the Emath test, and I am quite sure I will not do well (either fail or borderline pass). I really hope we won't get back the results so fast so I can still enjoy the company of my computer and tv in peace without any of my mum's nagging.
ps;/ I will really get very sad if all my hard work is not being pay off in the end. I think I shall just cry to death manz.

And busy with dance too, the teachers' day performance, hip hop dance (which we had already danced like ten thousands times before), and the next year syf dance item. Everything is just going too fast for me to accept. Gosh.

And hey, I think the teachers' day dance item is cool, but I hate the clap part though. HAHAHA. No sort of reason, don't ask me about it. :P

Tomorrow going to fly kite with humji kiddos, hope everything will turns out well. I somehow got this bad feeling towards it :O And btw, I hope I still remember the way to wcp, because the last time I went ecp is like 2 years ago?!