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not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.
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YINGJUN, 27FEB. I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L) |
► MONDAY BLUEEEE.
Monday, July 12, 2010
    Photos when Agnes came to my house on Saturday. It was fun when Agnes was so full and sick of the ice-cream. :) Monday always sucks, maybe teachers felt that too. Because everyone is trying to be serious after the short weekends break. Haiz. I am already missing the weekends, badly. :( Maybe I cherish my time now by grabbing some nap instead of sitting in front of the computer and blogging. Surprised Kimberley today! Bought her 3 cactus, wooo. Hope she likes it and the plant won't die man! OH SHIT, I just realised that I haven touch my E Math homework! Wthellzzz. And the E Math Bedok Green paper which is due to Wednesday. I hate doing math when I am not in a very good mood. :@ Maybe I am thinking too much. Maybe I am too over sensitive. But I can't help but to have that kind of bad feeling building inside me. I really really hope that I am just imagining things too much that everything went all wrong. Everything you do just make me fear that you are getting sick of me. Maybe we are too close, that we tend to treat each other for granted. Maybe that's the reason why we no longer tend to care for each other feelings and thoughts. Is there some conflict between us that we don't know - or maybe I don't know? I think I am a horrible person, because I shouldn't even have this kind of thinking in the first place. |