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not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.
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YINGJUN, 27FEB. I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L) |
► You are the cause of it.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
They are insane, they are crazy, they are mad. Can they just stop everything? Every moment when you see him, you start nagging and all the nightmare start all over again. I hate it, every moment. It irks me when I see you making a fuss over nothing. He didn't even do anything for goodness sake! Although I know he can be quite unreasonable and unable to think of other people, these goes the same to you okay. You don't even care how people feel, how people think about you. They think you are unreasonable, everything you do and say is correct while others will always be wrong. At this state, do you think by nagging and saying EVERYTHING OVER AND OVER AGAIN WILL HELP? If you think it will work, you are so wrong. Everything will become worse. Every time when I knew he is going to come home, I have to shut myself up and pretend I don't care. I had to control myself from tearing, I hate this. The atmosphere changed, all because of you guys. You guys keep on thinking is the other party fault, but the truth is BOTH OF YOU ARE IN THE FAULT. I am like a rubbish bin, everything is inside me and I cannot even say anything. I cannot even protest or DO THINGS I WANT TO DO.
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