not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.


YINGJUN, 27FEB.
I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L)




► “You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.”
Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 7:45 PM
Cheer up, it will be a brighter day tomorrow. They are far too over, stand up for yourself, don't lose yourself just because of them. They are not worth to tear for. Even if you are crying hard deep down in your heart, they don't know - they don't even care about you. There is no point hoping that one day, everything will turn back to normal. No matter what, I am always with you. I will always be your listener.

Cheer up, I know you are tearing inside your heart. Take good care of yourself, stay strong. You can't stop them from saying what they want to say. It's good to have a big cry sometimes. Prove them that they are wrong okay. I will always be at your side, cheering you up and encouraging you. I am not good at cheering people, but still i will try my best to. I may not give much advices, because it would be better to cool down by yourself. I look forward to a big smile next time.


What's wrong with them, seriously. They can just fight over minor thing, wtfuck. They can even fight over tv drama series, this is insane. They told me not to worry a single thing. I am not a robot, but I human with feelings. How they expect me to treat this like nothing. I can't help but to blame them for causing my _. But what can I do, bash them up or chop off their tongues so they no longer need to quarrel. They don't even care about how I feel. What can't they can step one step backward and see each other advantages. Is it true after years of living together, the feeling will be gone and there lead to all the quarrels? Adult always say big story and big morals, but they don't even do it.
I can't believe I get so emotional.. so easily.