not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.


YINGJUN, 27FEB.
I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L)




► I have lost all my confidence.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 at 6:40 PM

I seriously lost all my confidence, no motivation to study and buck up at all, although I know monday is geography paper, my lousy. And I seriously hate hate hate geography. Today went to study with wenqiao, kimberley, felina, bryan and bingliang. Studied half way, hungry. Went to science centre to eat. Sad, no shuai angmoh to see. HHAHA. "and he is topless!" felina was excited when she said this. HAHA. She is so going to kill me. Went back to je library and is it so so crowded, didnt know so many people interested in studying. Wah. Ate cakes and it delicious (: And kimberley and felina keep on saying I am fat! Ohmy. If I suffered from eating disorder, blame them :x After that went home and I am all alone at home. *Sit in one corner and emo, fingers poke poke*

Got to study, LIM YING JUN! GET INTO EXAMINATION MOOD PLEASE, I BEG YOU.