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not being good enough,
I can be surrounded by a sea of people but still feel alone.
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YINGJUN, 27FEB. I love the wonderful clouds, especially during sunny day. I love listening to music, especially when i'm alone. I love small surprises and chocolate. friends and cliques. (L) |
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Saturday, March 10, 2012
omg jc sucks,struggling with everything - chem, math, econs ... please just give me the strength to continue and hang on.
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Saturday, January 28, 2012
seriously i'm so freaking upset right now and i can't vent on nothing, except here.WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. and you are making me hating you. time goes and friends change, how true can it be. i'm not angry because you get to know new friends, but you start to replace the old friends with them , that's not the right way to treat friends, especially close friends. (okay, i don't even know whether i'm consider a close friend to you.) ► long lasting,
Friday, January 27, 2012
went to town with the 2 ladies for shopping. and gosh, i really love h&m. It's like paradise with cheap nice clothes!  and then it was cny. It was kinda boring initially, but then we(cousins) started to talk about every single thing under the sun. so, this year cny was not so bad after all. :) and i love the mac part most hehhe.   ---- really regret buying my charles and keith shoes, it's seriously sucks. it hurts my feet. furthermore now, the more i start to stare at it, the more ugly it's. gosh, why did i even buy THAT shoes in the first place. and oh god, jc is starting in a few days time. Feeling: excited? stressful? dread? deep inside my heart, i actually hope time will slows down so i don't have to start school so early. FYI, IT WOULD BE THE MOST TOUGH & STRESSFUL MOMENT IN MY LIFE. GOSH, AND THERE GOES MY 17 & 18. and actually i kinda regret putting sa as my first choice BECAUSE IT'S SO FREAKING FAR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OHYA, i can't believe i'm actually turning 17 in exactly a month time?!? i'm so old. :( ► life goes on, even without you and you.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
 and yeah finally, my work is finally over. Actually, I kinda enjoyed it. :) After all, i get to know quite a number of nice colleagues. ;) (not mentioning the cute boy AHAHAHAH. ^^) and the best part is i got a really nice perm staff that always joke with me and give me face. ;) Of course, got $$ earned! Although I didn't attend work for 4 days due to the mc.some customers are just so inconsiderate, gosh. buay tahan. :/ eg, there is this one customer that wanted me to void the whole transaction, just because she wanted to hit the min $88 in order to get the red packets. Other unreasonable customers keep insisting that she/he is right WHEN THEY ARE IN THE WRONG. however, some customers are really good when they don't mind that we make mistakes and are really patient with us. :) THE GOOD THING IS, chinese new year is just around the corner!! I can't wait for it (cause got red packets + good fooood!!) i feel that i'm being forget. gosh, i hate it. ► decisions,
Thursday, January 12, 2012
  yeah and finally i made up my mind on what to study, science stream - sajc. :) I hope i can get in, and i hope i can manage to handle my sciences too. :) (especially my h2.)and god, work tomorrow. (how lazy can i be.) i miss having fun with my friends, even if we are just slacking and wasting our time away.
► tears of joy,
Monday, January 9, 2012
 now, i finally realised what is tears of joy. hehehehhe. i was super shocked that they called my name omfg. i actually got 7 distinctions!!! ;D obviously, it was a shock for me, i didn't expect myself to go up the stage after all. (even though i only got 1 A1 and the rest A2!) and oh ya, i was super happy that i got a b3 for english!! english is always my lousiest subject yeah. hehehehhe.L1R5: 11 and after bonus points 7! ;) Now, i am stuck on where to go, sa or ac? hmmm. science or art stream?? goodness :o and of course, i wouldn't be able to get such good results without the help of the teachers! ;) especially to mdm oh, who is always there for me to help me in almost every subject (oh gosh, this just reminds me of my chinese result last year. :( ), mr ooi! He's the one who is always helping me with my both amath and emath, giving all those extra lessons and lastly, giving me confidence to ace for both my math! (my math used to be one of the lousiest subject in lower sec.) and not forgetting my other subject teachers like mr loh, ms lim, mr kes, ms vijay and mr woon! (!!!!!) and omg miracle, i actually got a A2 for both my humanities!! CHEEERRRRS :) and i'm kinda glad that there's not work tomorrow, woooooh. ►
hahah my mum wanted to wish me good luck for tomorrow by shaking my hand and she forgot my scald fingers HAHAHHA. |